Eliza's Journal

[Eliza Dushku]

Eliza Dushku reporting in for first interview

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1. How many times have you played in this series? Which Cycle/s and Celebrity/ies were you in the past season? (Some of you want to keep this as a secret, so it's up to you to answer or not this questions)

I have played as Sarah Michelle Gellar in cycle 9, and I have also played the hot sexy Morgan Freeman last cycle as a judge. You should have seen the chemistry between me and the ladies WHEWWW.

2. Who do you see as a biggest threat this cycle?

Dita, because I know shes a little fire cracker at these games. Both Kirstens because they are gorgeous and probably Britney because she would have a massive gallery, or I am assuming she would.

3. Did you surprised to see any particular celebrity in this cycle? I meant "Who's that?" or "What the hell are she doing here?"

Everyone besides Britney, Dita, Kirstens and Kate I have never seen before. The joys of living a sheltered life and having no time for TV, maybe because I havent seen them before, it means that they arent that famous and therefore wont have many photos.

4. Why you picked your celebrity?

She was on Buffy duh! Can you sense a theme here.

5. Any gif to explain your personality for this cycle?

Bring it on!!

[Amanda Kimmel]

I could see you having so much fun with Eliza here... different personality every round, different interests... different ways to kick ass.

Seriously Dollhouse was awesome. And I'm hoping you kick butt!

[Eliza Dushku]

Week one Overview

I made it through elimination! Even though I knew I would anyway, it's always relieving knowing that I get another chance to WOW the judges.
So elimination...what the hell! I thought it was very surprising that Emily and Amy went when, like Dita, I thought for sure that Sophia and Danielle were the weakest in the bottom four. But oh well, less competition around for me to deal with.

I'm going to rock this photoshoot, romantic novels are so my thing! I have so many great ideas. Just as an example..

Title: Finger it out

Title: DOING the dishes

Oh and whoever called my girl Dita out on being ugly, is going to have to deal with the wraith of Eliza! Dita isn't ugly, shes just an old slurry. That's all.

[Eliza Dushku]

Eliza here reporting in on this weeks events!

Wow, there was certainly some tension between the models this week. My girl Dita can definitely speak her mind, but that's what I love about her. The other girls don't seem to digest this well and get on their high horses about it. I personally can't see why they get so emotional and sensitive, I take all Dita's remarks in the context of her character and the game. They add humor and a deeper in-game reality, but these girls seem to take it so personally. Unless they too are acting as their characters, but I think they are genuinely getting offended.

Anyways, drama aside, how awesome did my romance novel photo look! I'm so happy that the judges love it, and that I got the opportunity to truly show off my beauty with a wicked photoshoot theme. Onto the next photoshoot I go, with my new found confidence this can only go well..

[Eliza Dushku]

Eliza Dushku reporting in before my elimination

I'm doomed! Damn you Dita for stealing Gemini, the only chance I had at getting FCO this round. Now if I am lucky enough to still be in the competition. IM GOING TO RIP OUT YOUR FAKE WEAVE WHEN I SEE YOU NEXT!

So I am grasping at straws this round, I have even attempted at editing my picture in paint (because I dont believe in the religion of photoshopping) so that I could be wearing the color purple which is the color of Sagittarius:

It turned out great.

So heres for hoping my archery skills will save me this round, and then I can make a comeback and blow everyones socks off!

[Eliza Dushku]

This Weeks Interview with Eliza Dushku

So I have escaped elimination once again, I have to pull my act up or else my impression on the judges is going to continue to dwindle. I must say I am surprised at some of these girls and how well they have done compared to what I expected of them.
I knew Dita would be a fierce competitor and is improving constantly throughout the photoshoots, but who has surprised me is Britney and Kirsten Dunst. Kirsten really knows her shit when it comes to modelling and rarely produces an average photo, Britney isn't at the top but is still doing better than what I had expected.
I want to get far in this! I think I am showing a different side in my photos which shows judges versatility, but points in versatility will only get me so far. I need to show them photos that POP and make them sweat crazily.
I think this requires some nude introspection.

[Eliza Dushku]

I GOT FIRST CALL OUT

Me and Kirsten celebrating after judging, rick roll was playing and our bodies were swaying!

I am ah-mazing! Who ever knew that me little miss Eliza could pull off the best impression of a muse. And my girl Dita was close behind, thats how it usually is though with me and Dita. Me on top and her behind, its just the way we do things in Australia.
So this week...I JUST USED MY MOST HAUTE COUTURE PHOTOSHOOT PHOTO LAST WEEK! GOD DAWMIT. Why do I always have to have so much trouble with the themes! I guess it makes me work harder, want it more and challenges me. But c'mon when will I get a break and know instantly that I have a photo that teams with the theme.
Just keep reassuring myself with positive statements, "Stay in this Eliza!" "Everybodys rooting for you!" "Kate sucks!" "Monica and Marion are ugly!" ahhhh I feel so much better.

[Eliza Dushku]

Breaking out of Model Depression

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I have just had an out of body experience! IM SAVED!!! From being eliminated I mean. None of that mumbo jumbo religious stuff. Although I do think the judges are gods. Now I know that this is my destiny, to be Americas Next Top Model. So I'm breaking out of this depressive funk that I have been in lately, always questioning whether I will stay or whether I will be eliminated. Lets get rid of that pessimism and focus on how awesome I am and how much I am going to rock this next photoshoot! I have a rocking body, so seeing me in nice skimpy clothing is bound to get me a FCO.

In other news, I was talking to Dita last night and she was telling me about how she and Morgan Freeman are planning on hooking up after this competition....

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He told me that he was looking forward to catching up with ME. That little bitch! Although I'm not surprised, I heard that hes judging Janice Dickinson's modelling competition at the moment and that hes rubbing her up all the right ways.

Today's Lesson: Whenever a male participates in a female modelling competition, a shitstorm is bound to happen.

[Eliza Dushku]

Final three, Final words

Top three!! And im ready for it, bring on the competition.
Although I'm pretty sure that Kirsten will win, which I dont mind shes been a strong, consistent player. And she certainly has a better record than Monica and myself.

So last elimination...WOW! My precious girl Dita got wrongly eliminated. I am absolutely shocked to see the weakest one of the bunch still in the competition. At least that means I'm likely to come in second, good for me. However now I have seen the unpredictability of the judging, who knows who will be on top.



Me and Sarah have decided to run away together on a love affair to get away from the model stress and drama. So we will both not be returning to all-stars, which is a shame since it was an adventure that we were both looking forward to. However the last elimination has turned us off returning.

Best of luck to me!!

[Amanda Kimmel]

Remember: This is just a game. It's nothing to get worked up over. Everyone has a right to their own opinion. Dita was rightfully eliminated because three judges said so. It's all in the photo for that round - you judged last cycle, you know that.

If you are looking forward to All-stars, why bail? Why bail out on a host like Adele who puts effort into this? I don't think running off is going to do you any good. Why quit when you're ahead? I want to see more of you. I really do. Please consider a change of heart

[Eliza Dushku]

It is a game, and my confessionals are a place where I can express my thoughts and opinions through my character. Everyone does have their own opinion and my opinion is that both Dita and Kate were wrongly eliminated. Taking only the Covergirl photos into account, I strongly believe that Monicas was the weakest. I am at a loss trying to figure out why she is still here.

Adele is a wonderful host and I appreciate her great dedication and effort. However a lot of the reason why I choose not to return is to do with your judging and hostility. I think your judging regularly reflects your bias and last cycle the rift between you and Janice, which from a bystanders point of view, appeared to be fueled by you a lot of the time. It was an uncomfortable situation to be in. I dont particularly want to engage in another cycle of your judging. Which seems to be a recurrent theme amongst some of the models.

Adele I will miss you and your cycles, but hopefully I can find someoneee likeee youuuuu!

[Amanda Kimmel]

So you are calling me biased for not agreeing with you. Am I not allowed to like what I like? Are you saying you should have been out? I do not get it at all. You're accusing me of being biased while asking me to be biased towards the same people you are. That doesn't make any sense to me. I'm allowed an opinion and it doesn't have to agree with yours. I liked a photo you didn't. Who cares? It doesn't matter who is my friend here. I like the photos I like. I have even ranked Monica last before and I am not even the one who has ranked her the highest most regularly.

The fact is, not a one of us gave Dita more than three points. She should have been eliminated. Kate is arguable, but as I maintain, her photo was gorgeous but we couldn't notice the product. In a CoverGirl shoot, that's a major problem. Two judges agreed with me on each and not just because I said so. Why are you only angry at me? This was a group decision reflective of a flawed scoring system. Hence why I have proposed ideas to change it. May gets the final word.

I also do not understand how I am hostile. The whole thing with Janice was in no shape or form initiated by me or anyone for that matter. From what I remember, we just couldn't get along as judges. I have moved on and thought we had made up, but I was wrong. This underhanded plot to ruin the series is one of the most immature things I have ever seen and I don't mind who knows it. There are ways adults would resolve the problem. Namely by talking to me and clearing things up. But no, mass quit. Who does that punish? Oh right, the host - May.

I'm sorry if I appear hostile here. I'm really not. I'm defending myself from wrongful accusations. I want to clear this up and ensure this series can end happily. That's all. I hope you see where I'm coming from, because I honestly do not get this at all.

[Eliza Dushku]

I never said you were bias because you didnt agree with me.
What I mean by bias is that your judging is influenced by your personal relationships and "liking" some people more than others. This has been evident to me since I began participating in these cycles.

Of course you are going to play the "bigger man" and contend that you did not initate any hostility or participate in any hostility, and that you tried to talk to Janice like mature adults. But this argument is flawed and inaccurate, and as someone who has close contact with Janice I saw through aim conversations and through posts on the antm forums that you in fact did not respond to conversations like a mature adult.

It is indeed sad that May's cycle is plagued by arguments, and that is why I do not intend on participating in future cycles. None of your rationalization and attempted amendments of your behaviour is going to change what I have witnessed throughout these cycles.

[Amanda Kimmel]

loooooooooooooool

Seriously, that's one of the funniest things I have EVER read.

One, you can quit with the accusations. You know you're wrong, so why are you even trying? If I had based my judging on personal relationships, would I have said what I said to Mariah last cycle? Hell freaking no. It's pretty apparent that I don't play favorites to the people I'm closest to, and I have a bunch of people, including the other judges, that could vouch for that. I never ever play favorites, I judge fairly, and you can stop with your baseless accusations because it's pretty damn clear you have no proof.

I also find it funny that you're accusing me of eliminating Dita, when I wasn't even the only one to rank her last! Also, check your facts - I am not the one who has ranked Monica the highest most consistently. Why am I the bad guy? Why are you only attacking ME? That's what boggles my mind.

The only reason I seem to be involved in arguments these days is because people are making baseless accusations against me, and I feel the need to defend myself. If you're going to play like that just because I tried to encourage you to play in All-Stars, then it's pretty damn clear that you shouldn't. I'm sorry I tried to be the bigger person and give you a little encouragement. I very clearly should not have done that because I had no idea you'd act so unreasonably. Again, sorry I tried to take the high road.

That's all I have to say.

[Eliza Dushku]

Ermm you really have issues with reflecting upon yourself and with criticism dont you. Bit narcissistic, should work on that but we both know that you wont.

You are the most disliked judge in this competition, mentioned and voiced by many models past and present. If that doesn't scream "You need to take a look at yourself!" then I dont know what will.

Stop trying to put accusations back onto me, I am a model expressing my opinion in my CONFESSIONAL. If you have ever watched Americas Next Top Model, which I have heard you haven't, then you would know what when models are expressing their opinions in their confessionals, there judges are not present in the room expressing their defenses and arrogance in response to the models opinions. My audience is an imaginary camera, not you. That narcissism is biting you in the ass again.

Lets see if you can stick to your word of "that all I have to say"